Friday, September 02, 2005

One this day one year ago...

My little miracle baby boy Ryan was transferred into my uterus. I have the picture of him as a three day embryo and the little petri dish he was created in. I can't believe it has been a year already. It was the most amazing thing I have ever witnessed, seeing that embryo, that baby, go into my uterus. I told Jeff I wish they had let him be there to see it, because it is like nothing I have ever seen before, or will ever see. The true beginning of Ryan's life inside my body. He is sitting right next to me as I type this, and as I look at him, I can't believe life ever existed without him.

'A new day has come!', Celine Dion

1 comment:

Jen Taurus said...

Hi Bev,

I had gotten a ton of these spam emails on my blog too. I decided to block anon request from my site.

Wanna know a funny thing, see my blog about my car fiasco. The lady I was talking to at the car dealership while I was waiting was so, so nice. I found out that she's a mental health therapist. She was asking about driving to big town from small town where we life. We exchange breif stories. I think I'd feel very comfortable as her patient. It was so funny.
I miss having intelligent conversations, we just don't have many intelligent conversations at work. I voted for Bush and I'm proud. The undiversity people are ready to ream me out for what has happened with bush. I'm like, am I the only person who voted for him, if so, he wouldn't have got elected. All my coworkers are convinced that the hurricane is bush's fault and that aid didn't get there because they were poor and black. I just don't know what makes people tick. This is so obserd.

I hope your doing well this weekend. I'm trying to take it easy for the first time in a few weeks and everyone and their brother is bugging me. I cannot wear a comfy shirt without dh trying to hump my leg. I really get sick of it. He's almost 33 and wants to have sex like were 16 again. He doesn't care, every word ='s sex some how. Don't get me wrong, I like it a little less than him, but right now, I'm just not consumed with it.

Oh yeah, he's substitute teaching now, already worked 4 days. He made a girl in 4th grade cry and the kids in kindergarten because he was too strict. Guess were in for some feedback. Oh well, I'm staying out of this one because I"m not bailing him out anymore. He's gotta learn himself. Women are way more nuturing. Except me.
I find alot of affection to be overwhelming. I don't like to be hugged alot and that stuff, just because I never learned how to be affectionate growing up. I equate it with being needy. I'm so task oriented too when I"m trying to get something done, i like to be left alone.

Well for all it's worth, I hope you understand.

Jen